Up to my eye bulbs!!

Wow, it has been a week since I have posted, time is flying, let's hope it continues to do so!! Mrs. White, are you happy I am blogging? :) So, I am really making headway on the home study "stuff". It has enveloped me, literally!! I am buried in papers and envelopes, in various stages of completion! This is a great test of my organization and discipline, as it turns out!! So, where are we now? I have just about completed all of the forms and document "fetching" that is needed for the home study. Then, when Cradle of Hope has all of our papers, they will assign us a social worker who will do all of our interviews and home visits. You know, to see if we are fit to raise a child!!! HeeHee (can't help it, really!) Some of us are still waiting for our physicals and even the cat and dog have to be checked out for this. Really, all I can do is laugh and trudge forward with the knowing that there is a little baby out there that I am doing all of this for. A little life that needs me more than I need her!

Two Trips.....

Well, we learned last night that the Ethiopian gov't announced yesterday that from here on out...both adoptive parents MUST be present at the court hearing that takes place about 3 mos. prior to taking baby home. So, we will be making two trips to Ethiopia. Exciting, but EXPENSIVE!!! I sat down last night and tried to brainstorm some ideas for saving/earning cash. Sten suggested we designate "no spend" months where we spend only on the necessary things like food and bills.  I can do without Walmart, Target and Kohls!!! Also, I am going to try to pick up at least six shifts a month.  I have an idea to ask my neighbors if they would be willing to have a community yard sale to benefit our cause... I think they would be willing!  And lastly, NO MORE EATING OUT!! This will be a toughy. Perhaps it will help us shed a few pounds and be doubly rewarding!!
So many things to ponder! My friend Mindy, who has adopted 2 of her sons from KZ, said that everything in adoption is set in jello, so be prepared for things to change constantly. And, wow, she was right!!!

Patience really is a virtue!!

Well, after about a week of fretting over not hearing from our consultant and ending up in a place of doubt, fear and second-guessing, I finally have some peace. I heard from her today and feel much better. Lesson learned: never reply to "auto-reply out of office" emails....they get dumped in a junk mailbox!! Phew. Glad that is cleared up! Thanks to Katie and Sten for listening to me vent!!! Love you! I even had to cash in on a "mental bedrest" moment last night!! (Thanks for the nap, Sten!! I love you!!)
Our consultant answered many questions and finally I feel guided in this journey!! Our social worker at Cradle of Hope was wonderful this morning, as well. There really are great people in this world!  So, now I have to complete the epic amount of paperwork for our home study and complete our on-line education. I am so glad to have clear and concise goals!! WOOHOO!!!
Want to share this prayer today...

A PRAYER FOR PATIENCE 
Dear Heavenly Father,
Praise be given to Your Holy name for Your forbearance and mercy. You have dealt gently with Your children in love. You have been patient with me in my humanness and stubbornness.
Lord, through the work of Your Spirit, prompt me to be more jubilant in hope, more patient in times of trouble, and more consistent in my prayer life. Teach me, Lord, to wait with faith and expectancy, and may my trials be seen as times for growth in grace. Through Christ our Lord, I pray. Amen.

Home Study!!

Wow! Home study packet came yesterday....not so much a "home" study as a "every single aspect of your life" study!! Many, many pages of forms and instructions for inspections, physicals, references, background checks, driver record checks, fire safety inspection, sanitation inspection, veterinary clearances, financial records, and then some!!! Glad I have time to devote to all of it! Just have to try to squeeze in extra hours at work to pay for all of it. The thing that makes me go "hmmmmm" is the fact that anyone can just go and have a baby without all of this red tape if they feel like it. I just keep reminding myself of the goal, the light that will be at the end of this tunnel! A child in need of a forever family. One that I will love and cherish for a lifetime. I have heard people say that their children that came to them through adoption were born in their hearts, now I totally get that. While my pregnancies were incredible and taxing on me with being so sick and then on bedrest for what seemed like eternity, this "pregnancy of my heart" is just as incredible with the effort and thought and sheer work that is going into it. And just like in my pregnancies when I thought of and dreamt of and hoped for and longed for that unborn child in my heart, the same is happening now for this child.

Time with Sissy

I really enjoy spending my days with the kids....I am soaking up every last day I have with Jenna before she goes to kindergarten. She is quite a gal and I have been so spoiled to be able to spend every day with her. Once she starts school, I will probably sign up for extra shifts at work so that I can sock away "baby" money!! Although our deck is hanging on by a nail (or two) and our master bath looks like 1985 barfed on my second level (with its pink and gray tile and robin's egg blue tub, shower and toilet...yes, it is THAT lovely) I just cannot see putting any of that in front of adoption. Those other things will come in time.
I found a great verse from Galatians today that just about jumped off the page to me....
Galatians 6:9
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

Awesome!

So, my in-laws are very excited about our adoption news. I was worried, like I said before because I value their opinion so much....Karen said something that really touched my heart..."It will be exciting to be a grandparent of a child adopted from so far away" She really is just a genuinely GREAT person!

Worthwhile Endeavor

"There is no more compelling motivation to worthwhile endeavor than the knowledge that we are children of God, that God expects us to do something with our lives, and that He will give us help when help is sought." ~Gordon B. Hinkley...Standing for Something

Our packet came yesterday, we spent the afternoon reading all the packets and then we signed!!! First big check written and I dashed to the post office before they closed.....Next step, please!!

Ahhhhhhh!

Packet arrived....without someone to hold my hand and tell me exactly what to do with it! I am feeling a little stressed over NOT knowing what exactly to do next. I think we are supposed to be assigned to a consultant. I will feel much better once that happens!

Cat's out!!

The cat is officially out of the bag!! What a relief. I am humbled by everyone's supportive words and encouragement. Wow!  My in-laws are upstairs, asleep after driving in from Florida last night. I am anxious to see them and to talk about the adoption with them. They have been such a huge part of our lives that I am excited and yet nervous to hear their input! Nervous only because we love them and value their opinions so much!
I am waiting ( I have a feeling that word is going to start to feel like a cuss word to my ears) for THE PACKET to arrive today. I am ready for the chasing of documents and the filling in of forms!! Plainly stated....I am ready!